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Prisonellie
Song title
"Sweet Prison"
Uploaded May 22, 2020
Singer(s)
Eleanor Forte
Producer(s)
arupaki (music, lyrics, video)
Ookamii (illustration)
Links
YouTube Broadcast
SoundCloud Broadcast

Background Edit

So this is what happens when you let someone who can barely read notes make music. But hey, everyone’s first song is bad, so I guess I shouldn’t be too ashamed of this, knowing that I have already improved (I’m like halfway finished with my next song hehe)
Sweet Prison is an original song by arupaki featuring Eleanor Forte.

LyricsEdit


I am being told, so bitterly,
that I need to get out of this misery
that they claim is just of my own fault
so they want me to grow into an adult

I deny what they say is advice
not willing to pay this high of a price
Consuming the tasty salvation
in order to forget that grim frustration

Lead by the sweet smell of freshly baked cake
I needed these because I was about to break
Sugary beauty, lost in that sweet high,
this impulse I can’t stop, even if I try

I go back and forth on unsteady grounds
when I’ve already traveled too far out of bounds
Please, one more gum drop so I’ll stay okay
and while I’m at it, why not eat a whole buffet?

Trapped behind chocolate bars,
I indulge and smile and cry, why…?
Jawbreakers are breaking me in half
although in the end, it’s causing me to laugh

There’s no need to fit in with the crowd
Since I will fly on cotton candy clouds
Lead by the sweet smell of freshly baked cake
I needed these because I was about to break

Sugary beauty, lost in that sweet high
this impulse I can’t stop, so why would I try?
I go back and forth on unsteady grounds
when I’ve already traveled too far out of bounds

Please, one more donut or I will shut down
and then I can leave myself in caramel to drown
...despite my best efforts, it gets worse
there is no way to get rid of this curse

Seemingly eating away with no end,
hey, why is it that I will never be content?
To humankind I must be a disgrace
with no reason at all to occupy space

No thought that’s sensible is in my brain,
it’s only acceptable for me to be in pain
Finally, let me commit my last crime,
now, in order to never feel that this awful guilt just one more time



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